lovekadance’s blog

So my best friend of 10 years has pretty much cut off contact with me. Ive tried talking to her, sending her messages, and I get no reply, finally I got one today she told me to call her at 5 when she got out of work, So I waited all day, waited until 5:05 JUST IN CASE and called, no answer. So I waited about 15 minutes called again, no answer. So I left a voice mail and just let her know it was me (I was calling from a # she doesn't know, but she knows my area code here because she lived here and doesn't know ANYONE else in this town so it HAS to be me) And still didn't answer, so yeah left her a message and I'm just sitting here waiting for her call, Is that pathetic? I was talking with one of my friends about this today who has also lost contact with her. Who also sent her this email today

"Hey *************** I really don't get what your issue is? I have been trying to get a hold of you and you just keep ignoring me. i miss ya and everything... and i know that i am pregnant but i am still the same ol kara. it'd be nice to have you in my life still. its like ever since you found out you have completely just forgot about me and i know i can't go out and party or whatever, but please please pleassse just keep in touch... i see you have been going through some stuff not sure what... but if you ever need to talk i am still here for you, no matter what. i don't know.. write me back or text.. something. later."

I don't get it.

Why do I do this to myself.

Self: You are stupid.

So I hope I stick with this, I need somewhere secret I can go and vent about my life and its ups & downs.

xoxo kadance